I had my first code blue today. Found my patient attempting to leave AMA but was found slumped over while he was waiting on a ride. I was shocked at myself for not being as emotional over the whole thing as I should. I pressed a RAT, men moved him to bed, pressed a code blue and by then everyone was in the room. What I didn't like was that I felt like all I did was stand around. I wasn't sure of my position, and didn't know who to ask so I could know what my role was. I jumped in and grabbed supplies as needed and was up for doing CPR when they called it. I just wish I knew what I could have done better in the situation. The charge nurse and the coordinator didn't have any extra words of advice and they said I did fine, but I just feel like I could have done more. Maybe I couldn't have, but I would like to think I could.
I honestly am not too worked up over this pt dying. I feel for his family because I have been involved in a sudden death on the family side. I didn't cry, I asked questions, my unit was very helpful and let me talk it out and hugged a few times. I feel like emotionally I handled it well, just wish I could have done more at the actual code.
So questions for you:
1. How do you handle situations where you find a pt unresponsive?
2. How did you feel after the fact?