Feeling completely useless in the OR! Please help!
I have been working in the OR over a year now. I was hired as a new grad and did the peri op 101 course. It was exciting at first but now I have been having negative feelings about my job for a long time for several reasons. First one being the unpredictable attitudes of surgeons. I get anxious and feel like I have to walk on eggshells around some of them. Second is how the nurses don't seem to be treated as a valued member of the OR team. I feel like I'm just setting rooms up for surgeons and fetching things for different people. And remember i started as a new grad so now I feel like I seriously know NOTHING about pt conditions and I surely don't know how to intervene if an emergency is taking place (at my facility, it usually anesthesia personnel that do that) and THAT is what bothers me the very most. I know at my facility if I want to switch to the floor they will give me an orientation so I'm not worried about that. I know someone can teach me the skills/knowledge you gain on the floor. Im just worried about the actual switch. OR nurses get paid more than floor nurses where I am (don't know why, I feel like their job is more difficult) and I wouldn't have my cozy M-F 8 hour day shift with weekends and holidays off with real morning breaks and full 30min lunch break. I would be asking for heavy patient load and a long stressful 12 hour shift (possibly nights, which i don't want as I will have a baby soon and my BF works days as a teacher). But it is KILLING me that I'm losing nursing skills I barely had fresh out of school. I feel useless in codes (anesthesia usually takes over) or even if a patient is having something like chest pain, vomiting, or is just really unstable I have NO idea what to do. All I know if bovie settings, OR materials, instruments, counting, prepping surgical sites...etc. I don't know how to intervene when the patient really needs it. I wish i could pick up something PT but I already work 5 days/week. I want to switch to something else for the skills and knowledge but I'm afraid I will end up making a mistake and be another burned out, angry floor nurse. PLEASE HELP! ANY ADVICE!
I have been working in the OR over a year now. I was hired as a new grad and did the peri op 101 course. It was exciting at first but now I have been having negative feelings about my job for a long time for several reasons. First one being the unpredictable attitudes of surgeons. I get anxious and feel like I have to walk on eggshells around some of them. Second is how the nurses don't seem to be treated as a valued member of the OR team. I feel like I'm just setting rooms up for surgeons and fetching things for different people. And remember i started as a new grad so now I feel like I seriously know NOTHING about pt conditions and I surely don't know how to intervene if an emergency is taking place (at my facility, it usually anesthesia personnel that do that) and THAT is what bothers me the very most. I know at my facility if I want to switch to the floor they will give me an orientation so I'm not worried about that. I know someone can teach me the skills/knowledge you gain on the floor. Im just worried about the actual switch. OR nurses get paid more than floor nurses where I am (don't know why, I feel like their job is more difficult) and I wouldn't have my cozy M-F 8 hour day shift with weekends and holidays off with real morning breaks and full 30min lunch break. I would be asking for heavy patient load and a long stressful 12 hour shift (possibly nights, which i don't want as I will have a baby soon and my BF works days as a teacher). But it is KILLING me that I'm losing nursing skills I barely had fresh out of school. I feel useless in codes (anesthesia usually takes over) or even if a patient is having something like chest pain, vomiting, or is just really unstable I have NO idea what to do. All I know if bovie settings, OR materials, instruments, counting, prepping surgical sites...etc. I don't know how to intervene when the patient really needs it. I wish i could pick up something PT but I already work 5 days/week. I want to switch to something else for the skills and knowledge but I'm afraid I will end up making a mistake and be another burned out, angry floor nurse. PLEASE HELP! ANY ADVICE!