I took Nclex at 9:00 am this morning. I had 113 questions. That is just to odd of a number don't your think. It's like maybe I was doing well but still missing a few and the computer decided to go ahead and pass me.. Or,, I started to do really, really, bad. I know everything will be ok. I'v been praying for days now. I just can't seem to shake this since of doom. When I was in school, I knew on every test how well I did after I took it. Everytime I would tell a friend, and sure enough thats how I did. I came out of Nclex today fully knowing that I failed.
On the other hand. I remember that I asked God not to long ago to help get accepted into nursing school. Then I remember asking him to help pass one quarter after the next. Then when I was precepting on the cancer unit,, I prayed for them to offer me a job. They did, and I have already had my urine test,, references checked and have been welcomed to the company. Sooooo. God has been in my favor. I can't see him granting me this and guiding me all this way and then take it from me??.
So That is just Satan putting the doom inside of me, I'm going to through it out, and remember my prayers and have faith in my God.
