Hello to all my fellow nurses out there, I need your help! I have been a nurse for close to 3 years, with 18 months in gen med and 11 months in the ED, and 6 months or so as a pedi home health nurse. I don't know what to do in this situation and im kind of worried and mad at the same time. About 3 months ago I had a pt that had a high ammonia level (he is a frequent flyer for the same thing) but he was alert and oriented and followed commands. I helped him to the restroom and told him to not get up. He verbally agreed and I would check up on him (he was a hold patient in the ED cause we were backed up in the hospital). He got up and fell down in the doorway of his room right after I had just left. No injury occurred. That particular matter was settled and nothing came of it. Last night I had a person who came in for a seizure but who was also evidently intoxicated. I put him on all seizure precautions both siderails up, fall risk band, and told my charge who placed him in a room across from the nursing station. He was medicated to stop the seizures (Ativan and loading fospheny) and he went to sleep without incident and had his CT without incident. He comes back to the room and starts having multiple seizures again (at his point after medicating him again I believe these seizures are faked based on presentation) but I treat him like they are real. I go to see a new patient I received and as im walking away a tech tells me this patient is on the floor. Per the pt he crawled out of bed through the bottom because he "wanted to go home" and "didn't belong here". He had no injuries so we placed him back on the stretcher and placed him in restraints. He then breaks the cloth restraints and climbs out again while I am gone. Despite doing everything I could to stop this short of getting a sitter ,which me and the MD, thought was uneccessary due to the restraints, this happened. I was told to not come in the following night by my clinical coordinator (the one who took every opportunity to throw me under the boss) and now I am going to have to go to a meeting with my CNO and medical director of the ER. This ER has treated its nursing staff in general very badly and has had unsafe practices in the past despite nursing objections but I stuck it out. Now I fear they are going to fire me over this incident because the two separate falls are close together. I am at a loss about what to do but I will update after my meeting in the AM. Any help would be appreciated. If it does come down to it maybe I can find a PRN position at another facility or travel.Again, any help or suggestions would be appreciated.