failed nclex on first try

so its been 9 days since I took my first nclex rn exam and after 2 days quick results showed failed. I'm still on denial and hoping my official results says I passed lol and certain I'm in the state of denial I checked my board of nursing and saw my name there with the status of pending. what does this mean?

If you paid the $8 fee to Pearson Vue for Quick Results, they are official and conclusive. If you mean PVT, that's a whole 'nother story.

'Pending' only means that they haven't updated the website to take you off. "Pending" means your file isn't closed out. Some States put nothing up unti there's a license, some indicate an interim permit, it seems yours uses 'pending' until someone gets your official results and updates the BoN site.

Sorry. When you get the CPR, it'll tell you where you need to focus for next time.

time to move to Anger at this stage haha lol