Fail or pass NCLEX?

Hello to all nurses and future nurses out there. I told myself I shouldn't feel depressed or sad until I find out the official result from the BON website. Anyways, I just took the NCLEX yesterday and everything didn't turn out as I've planned. My test ended at 110 qs and had a lot of priority and SALA qs. After passing 75 qs, I knew I have to be prepared to do the whole 265. I was just numb the whole day because I guess the lack of sleep and fatigue. I vowed not to try the PVT trick as it might just make me fee worst and others have said it didn't work for them. California doesn't offer the quick results option so I guess I'll wait a few more days.

Anyways, I ended up trying the PVT trick, I put my credit card info and lead me to the page that said to submit order which will lead me to the final 3rd page. I didn't get the pop up after submitting the cc info. My heart was pounding crazy and my hands was freezing cold. I don't know if I had to submit the order to get that pop up button or not. I didn't want to try anyways.

If I failed, do I have to get the letter through the mail or is it posted on the BON/Breeze website? I'm glad I'll be working for the next couple of days to get my mind off thinking negative things. Hoping for a positive outcome yesterday even though PVT gave me a negative vibe.

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