Does it get better???
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I need to vent a bit. Day three of my first CNA job ever was today. My brain is tired but I have yet to discover what people always talk about being so physically exhausting. I think this is the one place doing horse work all these years is actually going to help something because I'm used to a LOT of physical labor every day.
But the rest... man I just suck. The majority of the other CNA's, well most of the staff really, speak primarily spanish to each other. Which is great except they forget I don't understand any of it. They all do speak English very fluently, just don't unless they have to, it seems. And I have to ask for every thing, passing trays at lunch, I don't know the residents yet and I think the girls were getting irritated at me asking all the time. I transferred one guy to bed after breakfast, turns out he was supposed to stay up. His wife is a retired RN and VERY particular. And I got the what-for from her for a bunch of things I did wrong. And they were wrong, so that was earned and she was nice about it. Later she found out I had horses and she always has too, so that helps and we talked a bit. But still, I don't know anything.
I walked a lady to the dining room and the administrator talked to us in the hall and asked me where her gait belt was. Well no one's used one with her that I've seen or it that was policy for walking residents in the halls, thanks girl who is training me
I really hate looking dumb in front of important folks. But he does know it's new to me and he won't have to correct me for that twice.
I stopped to actually talk to residents a few times and the girl I was working with went on somewhere else. I changed a few residents and that went well enough. I hate being the new kid. At lunch today, I brought my notes for my test on thursday. The other girls sat with me last week but speak spanish, so I just sat there. I like the work well enough and I know I'll catch on eventually. But right now, it sucks. I like going to my job and having at least a clue. I have to ask a lot of what apparently are dumb questions and the nurses barely answer politely.
Of course, I didn't think I'd do well at school and that's going great. So I'm guessing this will be ok eventually too. Right now I'm really frustrated and just feel dumb
Please tell me it will not always be this way!