Disgusted......

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I took nclex yesterday morning and although Pearson Vue says my results are not available, I checked my BON and it says I need to return my GN license. I failed with 75 questions, feel like the biggest moran idiot on the face of the earth. I am disgusted with myself and humiliated. I don't know what to do...I can't stop crying:sniff:

Specializes in Oncology, Emergency Department.
I'm very sorry to hear your result. I feel like crying as well. :(:o If u need someone to talk to, I'm here.

CaliforniaGuy, thank you for your kind words. I don't know if you mentioned whether or not you have taken your boards or if you passed already or in how many trys, but if you have not taken them, best of luck to you and I will also have you in my thoughts and sending them your way. Thank you for all your support. I am hoping that my depair will go away soon as I am having a lot of trouble with crying jags and feeling horrible about myself..I guess it just takes time. The one good thing, my nurse manager (I work on an oncology unit) gave me the option of taking a "personal leave of absence" and is holding my job for me. I was blown away by that act of kindness.

Best of luck to you if you have not taken your boards or if you are planning on taking them in the future. Keep in touch!!

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Hang in there, I failed 7 times, I would suggest Suzanne's plan

Bengiestev

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If the BON updates every morning, does this mean they don't add names who passed throughout the day? Is it only in the morning? Thanks for feedback....

Anxious in Bay area:cry::confused::cry:

I finished my boards at 9:00 am and it was posted the following day at 1:30 pm. Hope this information helps and I am in Wisconsin. It may be different in other states.

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I agree with CT Pixie . Wait and see what Pearson says or call your BON and ask them. STAY STRONG GOD's IN CONTROL

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I agree with pixie..what state did you rregister for testing? Pearsonvue should have the results before BON. When I tested before and called the BON at Cali they said there was nothing they could do but for me to wait..and usually they aren't able to release that information about the test like if you passed or failed..So I really don't know what to tell you. Anyhow don't be disgusted. Just let it out and cry, you'll feel better. Get back to studying as soon as you can once your over accepting the failure and just try again. It's really all you can do. And remember there's alot more people who are going through the same situation. DON'T GIVE UP.

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They only update it once a day. I think at 5 AM in the morning. I know, I also wish that they'll update it couple times a day.

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Specializes in Oncology, Emergency Department.

I only know how they do it here in WI. I found my result on the BON 16 hours after I finished my test and then on Pearson 48 hours after I finished my test. Kind of hard to see you fail twice but I was overanxious to get my results. In a way I wish I hadn't looked on the BON at all. I'm just hoping to feel better soon and pick up where I left off and hopefully pass the second time. Good luck to everyone that is scheduled or waiting for results.

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