Deferred enrollment twice, considering deffering again

[NTPinky]

Hi all,

I was originally accepted into 3 different FNP distance education programs: Gonzaga, Frontier, and George Washington University. I finally decided on Gonzaga, but health issues made me defer enrollment twice.

My health has improved, but now I'm struggling with the decision of deferring again vs withdrawing altogether. I live in San Francisco, and I never see or hear of jobs for new FNPs in this state. I don't want to pay at least $32,000 for a program only to find that I never find a job as an NP. I've also read negative comments on this site from those who don't think these distance learning programs are very good, so that concerns me too.

Also, I've taken the last several months to try and get my health on track, and rest a lot, while still working 32hrs/wk, and I must admit I like my time off and being able to go out w/ friends or take a last-minute vacation for a few days. I'm afraid of having no social life. I also like being debt-free, and the thought of incurring debt from the FNP program makes me nervous, especially since new grad NP jobs seem non-existent here.

I feel so lost... not too long ago I was so excited to do the FNP program but now the doubts and fears are more present than ever.

I don't know what I expect from this post - maybe I just needed a safe place to vent.

[caliotter3]

Your post clearly indicates that this is not a good idea for you at this time. I would make peace with that decision. You can always revisit it in the future should your situation change. I had to do something similar about career plans when I finally had to come to terms that all the money and wasted time resulted in nothing but regrets. Sometimes it is wise to figure out when to throw in the towel. Best wishes.

[mtsteelhorse]

I deferred two years ago. It was a good decision. I am now enrolled in an online program and I'm happy I decided to attend. However, based on your post it sounds like you need time to just enjoy life and relax about making a decision. Enjoy yourself...school will always be there.

[lv2learn]

Hi NTPinky,

There are so many programs out there, all of varied quality. I don't think that online programs should be deemed sub par based solely on the fact that there is a distance format. It all depends on the structure of program. Whether in person or online, you have to be prepared for the rigors of the academic requirements. Seems as if you're feeling like it's not the right time, which is commendable. Nothing could be worse than taking on such a laborious project and risking financial and academic adversities. I live in your state and know of plenty of NPs who have secured jobs, so don't let that be a deterent from your future endeavors. Best wishes to you!