Hi all. I took the NCLEX the first time in 75 questions and failed. 2 days prior to my first attempt, a family tragedy happened so I believe that could be one of the reasons I did not pass. During the first exam I had only 5 SATAs and walked out of the testing center feeling like the exam wasn't as bad as everyone made it out to be. Well, a couple days later I was informed that I had failed. I was devastated, however I used it as motivation to study harder for my next attempt.
Today I retook the exam and it stopped at 75 questions again. This time, I had about 20-25 SATAs and TONS of priority and med questions. I studied way harder and did about 2500 questions on UWorld and mastery app and listened to Mark Klimek's audios. I felt more prepared this time. However I felt more anxious this go around because I was scared of failing. When my test shut off at 75 questions I was bummed. I wanted more! I wanted to prove that I can be a great nurse and I know my stuff.
Currently I just don't know how to feel. I felt confident the first time and got my hopes up, I truly do not want to feel that way again. I don't know what I'll do if I failed again. I feel embarassed. I also have a NICU position lined up for me - my DREAM job, and they have been completely understanding. Any advice on how to handle this stress would be greatly appreciated!! I'll find out in 1-2 days if I passed!
