Burnt out ICU nurse?

[JLB1215]

Hi everyone, I’ve been an ICU nurse for almost 5 years now. I’ve had 2 kids along the way and am now even part time. Even though I’ve shortened my hours I’m feeling like I dread going to work. I recently moved hospitals to be closer to home and my kids and the transition has made me realize how burnt out I am. I’m in such a terrible mood whenever I have to work. My new hospital has even more demands on customer service etc. and the bedside has become increasingly more draining to me. I think I know now it’s time for me to make a move but was looking for advice on what to do next. I would love to go back to school for my NP as I’ve gained a tremendous amount of knowledge. I also really enjoy teaching. I applied for a Cath Lab position recently and have a phone interview Tuesday. Also thinking PACU? I’m nervous because I feel bad that I was hired in this new position and it just didn’t work out. Ugh now I have to face the nurse manager etc. and explain ? I’m just so unhappy at the bedside and don’t know what to do.