i have been a hospital based rn for 30+ years. i've seen a lotof changes and have kept up with it. until recently. a combination of events put me over the edge. i walked into my nurse manager's office and said, i'm freaking, and i need some serious time off. the new computer documentation, plus the staff cutting due to the hospital fiancial difficulties have overloaded my brain and resulted in burnout,compassion fatigue,post traumatic stess syndrome. basic depression. i've sat on the couch petting my cat for nearly three months. therapy has helped some,but i'm facing the massive decission to let them post my position(telemetry,med-surg,vents.supersick and totally unable to even feed themselves,mostly incontient). they will not even tell me what other positions are avaiable until i present a note that i can totally return. scared and unsure. this is like a war. even people on our own side fight us, intimadate us,threaten us, and i'm fed up with that kind of negative enviorment. suggestions..i'm 55 years old, and really can't leave the area due to family connections. HELP:banghead: