Almost hitting my first year mark as an RN and it has been a wonderful experience. so far had 3 jobs since.
I first worked in a small rural hospital doing med surg and staffing was really low so I left and worked in as SNF to have some income- the mgt was super nice to hire me fulltime knowing i was looking for a hospital job and finally am working in a stepdown unit.
First realization: Nursing is no joke and it is challenging.
Second: after 12 hours shifts i feel like i just want to be quiet and not care or attend to other peoples needs.
third: safe and effective care always first but i feel a little bored doing M/S or stepdown.
Im still not fully accepting if nursing really is for me. Im able to do the whole routine and keep my patients safe and needs met but I honestly genuinely don't really super care. I don't know if im becoming selfish or lazy.
I show empathy and build rapport. I also look out and assess each pt and do everything to the dot but deep down sometimes in those "nurse style talk and work" im like *** am i doing....
i honestly think this stems from
me not being fully healthy myself but the hospital truly isnt a happy place:)
im not really sad or emo about this. I jus want to know how all the other nurses truly feel about their work.
one thing more is that im really heavy like almost 400 lbs. im working on it but the same way i need to make money and damn the stress in nursing makes u wanna eat and sleep after 3 12hrs!
how do you guys feel after 1 year,3-5 or 10+ years in nursing?
Almost hitting my first year mark as an RN and it has been a wonderful experience. so far had 3 jobs since.
I first worked in a small rural hospital doing med surg and staffing was really low so I left and worked in as SNF to have some income- the mgt was super nice to hire me fulltime knowing i was looking for a hospital job and finally am working in a stepdown unit.
First realization: Nursing is no joke and it is challenging.
Second: after 12 hours shifts i feel like i just want to be quiet and not care or attend to other peoples needs.
third: safe and effective care always first but i feel a little bored doing M/S or stepdown.
Im still not fully accepting if nursing really is for me. Im able to do the whole routine and keep my patients safe and needs met but I honestly genuinely don't really super care. I don't know if im becoming selfish or lazy.
I show empathy and build rapport. I also look out and assess each pt and do everything to the dot but deep down sometimes in those "nurse style talk and work" im like *** am i doing....
i honestly think this stems from
me not being fully healthy myself but the hospital truly isnt a happy place:)
im not really sad or emo about this. I jus want to know how all the other nurses truly feel about their work.
one thing more is that im really heavy like almost 400 lbs. im working on it but the same way i need to make money and damn the stress in nursing makes u wanna eat and sleep after 3 12hrs!
how do you guys feel after 1 year,3-5 or 10+ years in nursing?