I feel like I am a slow with tasks. I am not fast like the other nurses. All the different codes to get in med rooms, supply, soiled utility, etc. on the floor I am working are hard to remember. 5-6 codes to remember. Then the devices have a code. the nurses on the floor are fast, give good report. I double check everything so I don't give the wrong dose or wrong patient. When others can figure something out, like there are 4 old drips hanging with all their tubing still attached, tubing going through the pump, and piggybacks still attached, it would take me 5 minutes to figure it out ( when walking in the room to give a piggyback, unfamiliar with the pump hoping no air will be in the line). I don't feel like I connect with other nurses or engage in small talk.
I don't know if I am cut out for this kind of nursing. I love taking care of patients, but I don't like being overwhelmed, ie if there's an unstable patient plus getting an admission or any combination of issues that are time sensitive. You can't just 'take a break', just because a law or policy says you have to. It takes adequate coverage. If physicians can be paid 150,000-200,000, you can find adequate coverage for your hospital not to be understaffed or a system that doesn't consistently inconvenience the nurse. or causing distractions or cause short cuts for the nurse.
I feel like I am a slow with tasks. I am not fast like the other nurses. All the different codes to get in med rooms, supply, soiled utility, etc. on the floor I am working are hard to remember. 5-6 codes to remember. Then the devices have a code. the nurses on the floor are fast, give good report. I double check everything so I don't give the wrong dose or wrong patient. When others can figure something out, like there are 4 old drips hanging with all their tubing still attached, tubing going through the pump, and piggybacks still attached, it would take me 5 minutes to figure it out ( when walking in the room to give a piggyback, unfamiliar with the pump hoping no air will be in the line). I don't feel like I connect with other nurses or engage in small talk.
I don't know if I am cut out for this kind of nursing. I love taking care of patients, but I don't like being overwhelmed, ie if there's an unstable patient plus getting an admission or any combination of issues that are time sensitive. You can't just 'take a break', just because a law or policy says you have to. It takes adequate coverage. If physicians can be paid 150,000-200,000, you can find adequate coverage for your hospital not to be understaffed or a system that doesn't consistently inconvenience the nurse. or causing distractions or cause short cuts for the nurse.
Just seeing if anyone else feels like this.