I post this with such trepidation, as I fear the response, although with that said: knowledge is power, I guess.
I have three "black marks" on my record. 2 are not misdemenors (in the state of WI anyways), or felonies. But they are considerd "municipal violations" or "civil violations". I have a DUI, which I received in 2005 that IS a misdemeanor in the state of WI. The other charges I have (2001) possession of marijuana/paraphernalia (I was 18 then) and more recently (2008) retail/petty theft.
I am now an RN, and recently passed my boards. I have been applying to everywhere I can think of for the last 5 days. I just fear being considered "unhireable". I completly realize the horrible decisions I have made in what I consider my "former life", and since graduating I have really realized how my actions have come to haunt me. I can regret it all I want, but that can't take it back.
I feel horrible for a few reasons. 1) there are 3 "black marks" on my record. 2) One is more recent, and it's my word against an employer as to whether I am of good moral charachter
I had had a few interviews for a GN position awhile back, but didn't get them. One position (the one interview with the Unit Mgr, that went the worst actually), the HR interview went well. And when I explained the circumstances, honestly, she responded by "I know you're nervous about it, but we would not have called you in had you not had a chance or the proper qualifications". ---> that made me feel better, but like I said, the subsequent interview with the unit mgr, I just left feeling like it was not my best. Just choppy, and I was extremely nervous, and think I could have answered questions better than I did.
I just wonder really, if anyone is out there under similar circumstances, and if they have been hired by an employer. Any advice anyone has, or realistic feedback (but be nice, I am fragile here, as I feel like this 70K degree I just got is all for nothing).
I am beside myself...searching for an employer to give me a chance. Although at the same time, I obviously know on paper, I do not look good. Which breaks my heart. Although I did make this bed...I'm just so disappointed in myself.