As of this month I'll have been a nurse for 25 years, almost all of which have been on the same psychiatric unit. It's not just me, most of my co workers have been there almost as long, and many longer. We are fortunate to be a close group that works well together.
We were discussing this today. Psychiatry is not considered "cutting edge" and not a field new nurses want to get into. I don't think many truly understand what it's like. I know my family and friends still don't quite "get" what I do or even why.
That sheltered, naive 21 year old girl has seen and experienced the worst of people. So much pain, sadness, anger, violence, suffering, poverty, addictions,... I have also seen the best of people. Enduring strength, hope, love, resilience, patience, gratitude, faith...
I have been challenged and blessed in more ways than I can count throughout these years. Have even experienced, at various times, what many patients do. Major depression, anxiety, chronic insomnia, even assault, PTSD and chronic pain. Certainly brought about growth in empathy and humility, which helped me to be a better nurse.
There are many who have crossed my path that I will never forget. I remember most with fondness, even a few with fear; but they have all played their part in my growth.
I am so grateful to have a job I love, with terrific co workers, at a hospital I'm proud to be a part of!