Quote from Nebby Nurse
Sorry but I feel that this is a frustrated family member rather than a nurse. "Adivan'"and "D\C" make me wonder.
The OP has some eyebrow-raising language. First the order that was written to medicate "until death," something I have never seen written on a TO, in addition to the comment about smothering the patient with a pillow.
I cannot imagine a scenario where a dr. would put his license in such jeopardy as to make comments like that. Why would a dr. be that invested in a patient death?