The joy comes to me when I know that I passed the nursing school. Nursing school was hard but I was never a quiter. I am happier when I receive my state license. Passing NCLEX, I'm a nurse now. I'm proud of myself (self center...maybe). But my dream comes true. I thought I could make a differences .... after NCLEX. However, it has been 4 months now and I am still unemployment. I have been seeking for a job for 4 months. First, I thought ok that is a job I like...I got an interview...yeah "u have no experience". Ok, that position is my second favorite ... "we hired too many new grad..." 4 big hospitals in area and not a single position for me? is it because my English is broken; I was not so bright in class? or ...for whatever reasons.
My passion, my care, my love, my commitment... I cant carry out unless I have a job. I just feel sad and disappointed.