I have worked for five years as a nurse since being monitored. Two different ltc facilities, but for the same administrator. Recent corporate changes and messes within the facility resulted in me being terminated. Nothing to do with my hx, except that somebody discovered by hx, printed and posted throughout the facility the info available online. Corporate says that had nothing to do with my term, and they are fighting my unemployment. I don't really want unemployment, but need it until i can find employment. Husband just had major back surgery, and i'll be losing my health insurance or having to cobra it, for which i don't have funds to pay. Anyway, applying puts the same old fears and barriers in my face. I successfully finished monitoring program in March of this year. I have misdemeanors on my record from 2003. I am afraid that I'm running into the same negative reactions as before. Has anyone gone through this? Has anyone found employment seeking to always be a problem?