Help self reported to pap in wi and don't want to sign contract

[Cpeanut]

I took a random drug test at work which came back positive for opiates that I was prescribed as well as sleeping pills and benzos that I was not prescribed which I had been given to by family. I was proactive and completed an intensive outpatient program and have continued with my therapists and psychiatrists. Plus I voluntarily got off all the opiates I was prescribed for a chronic pain condition. My work suggested that I self report to the professional assistance procedure which is a non disciplinary program. I reported myself and received a contract for 3 years. The contract requires a min of 48 drug tests a year, no alcohol, and I can't leave the country. My work, therapist, and psychiatrist believe this is too severe. I don't want to sign the contract. Does anyone know what happens if I don't? Should I get a lawyer? Any suggestions greatly appreciated.

[catmom1, BSN, RN]

In my state we get the branded license, 5 years probation, and the cost (ie treatment, psychotherapy appointments, monitoring, drug testing, fines and yearly fees to the board, ect etc etc). Most nurses I see going through my states program fail (relapse, drop out due to cost) I've only seen a few make it through, but even so have difficulties getting hired throughout their careers. It's a rough road we travel to be sure.

That pretty much sums it up for my state also. I have seen several drop out due to relapse, (one died, sad to say) but not due to money issues (that I know of). I did persevere but am still having trouble finding a job even though my license is now unrestricted.

Catmom :paw:

[Twoyearnurse]

Hey catmom! It's always good to see you around these parts. I know from reading your posts how far you've come on your journey. Have you thought of calling psych hospitals/rehab facilities in your area and requesting to volunteer (I mean strictly on a sobriety talking basis) and then eventually applying for positions? Give them a chance to get to know you? This process can be so exhausting to the point that sitting down and giving up seem like viable options. Very stressful. How long have you been out of work?

[willow14]

Hi, I don't know much about about the traveling part & testing, but I wanted to touch base with you because I am also located in Wisconsin. Maybe we can exchange contact info sometime?