i just couldn't face those patients today. i called off .. just the thought of going to work gave me a panic attack. i don't know why i feel this way. but sometimes i do. sometimes work is just to much to handle. what do you do to calm down if you are stressed before you walk in the door? i tried deep breathing, but hiding under the covers seems more appropriate at the time. lol anyway thank you for letting me vent. i have a yellow stripe down my back these days.