So I am repeating a semester.
The issue wasn't my grades, and it's sort of a complex and complicated story and given that it is unique I don't want to run the risk of further action by my program but let's just say no harm befell to my patient and when I tell the story to other people they are usually shocked that I failed.
I find now, in this second time through that I am having a difficult time making friends. The nice thing about my previous classmates was they could laugh at themselves, and it didn't feel like a bad episode of nursing idol but these people seem to be trying to one up each other. It makes my heart sad.
They are also treating me as if I am invisible because I've taken the class before.
I'm very lonely and I miss my friends. I don't think I wanted advice so much as I just wanted to vent a little.