So these past few months have been really hard on me. I just got accepted into the nursing program (yay), but my personal life seems to be falling apart. I really have no one to talk to... I'm so afraid that nursing school is going to be nearly impossible, if not completely impossible, if my personal life doesn't turn for the better. I've been with my husband for about 4 years, and right now we are talking about getting a divorce. I still love my husband terribly, we just have incompatibilty issues with living together. Leaving him and seeing him with someone else will tear me into two. It's so hard to wake up in the morning and getting on with life when I think about our situation. On top of this, my parents are the ones who are paying for my college, because I have no job. Well, with the economy going down the drain my Dad is on the brink of losing his job, which means they might have to leave the state so they could live "cheaper". The thing is, with my husband and I being divorced, I live with my parents. With my Dad losing his job means I have no place to go and no money to pay for school. I haven't even entered nursing school and I'm near a break down. I start school in exactly 6 days and I'm so afraid. I hear the program is incrediably time consuming and extremely hard. I just don't know how I'm going to deal with school and my everyday life. I feel myself sinking into a deep depresion and I know I have to try to snap out of it, but it's too hard. *sigh*