Re: Can't even spike a bag!!
I've been in the NICU for almost 3 years and I am terrible at starting IVs. Every nurse isn't going to master every skill and when you focus on your mistakes you are making yourself more nervous.
Tell me 3 things you do right...
3 things I do right
1. I am excellent with patient's parents.
2. I am really good with developmental care.
3. I have made a visible difference in patient outcomes in a positive way, this has only happened a couple of times, but if I weren't there things probably would have gone differently.
Now I don't walk around all high and mighty like I'm better than sliced bread, but when I have to call someone over to start my IV, or I sound like blathering fool when I call a doctor, or I STAB myself (it bled bad) when spiking a bag, I remember what I am good at and it makes me feel much better.
It sounds like you have a lot of support, that is worth it's weight in gold. Relax, the hospital has invested a lot in you and they want you to succeed.
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