I am rapidly approaching graduation in November and need to start thinking of what I want to do with my shiny new RN license. Of the clinical experiences I have had, my favorites had been cardiac, CICU and ER. I was fortunate enough to spend 3 days in ER (two at the level 1 trauma center, and one in the pediatric ER)
We are doing preceptorships this quarter and I chose not to list ER as my top choice because I felt I would benefit from floor nursing and get a better grasp of time management for multiple pts, etc. I have been placed on an advanced care Neuro unit, which I think will be a good opportunity for me to accomplish these things. I didn't really expect any of my classmates to get ER (I don't know why) and when two of them did, I found myself very disappointed and annoyed that I didn't leap at that opportunity because deep down, that's my favorite place to be.
While the sheer amount of on-my-toes knowledge required in the ER still boggles my mind, and I know it will take time and practice to improve on that, I LOVE being in the ER. I love the pace, the variety, the close relationship with the other nurses and doctors, the autonomy (once trust has been gained). I am particularly captivated by the trauma aspect and hope someday to be on the trauma team. If I could be an ER nurse, and be good at it, I think I would be very happy.
...but that's the kicker... will I be good at it? I thought at first I'd spend a year or so in ICU first, but I have an opportunity to spend this week there and quite frankly, I don't like it as much as I thought I would. It was just a lot of suctioning, foley-bag emptying, and oral care. It didn't really feel like I accomplished anything. So now I'm rethinking my plan and thinking about trying to get an ER position. I am applying for a new RN internship that would potentially get me a job in the ER with 4-5 months of training, and then a regular orientation after that. But I just don't know if it's the wisest choice to make, even though that's where I am drawn to. I have read in other threads that people sink or swim and it takes certain characteristics to make it... how do I know if I have what it takes?
Sorry this is so long, but this dilemma is driving me crazy!