So...I recently started in the OR as a circulator after gaining some critical care experience to pad the resume. I wanted to circulate since nursing school, but listened to those peeps that say, "no skills, not real nursing...blah blah blah." Here I am in my "dream job" and it's not feeling very dreamy. I love circulating, I love holding patients' hands while they drift off into anesthesia land. I do NOT love the environment. I do not like that my day revolves around how 4 other people's days are going. In my short time (still in orientation) I've been screamed at, thrown under the bus, and witness to a cry-baby meltdown that rivaled the stomping feet of my toddler. Sure there are days where that doesn't happen, but it seems quite rare. This stuff doesn't scare me or make me want to cry, I just don't want to deal with it. In my past positions, tantrums were rare. I'm only a few months in, so I definitely haven't given it a good try. But I really don't like the idea of being stuck in a room with a bunch of different egos and personalities. Not sure what to do.
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So...I recently started in the OR as a circulator after gaining some critical care experience to pad the resume. I wanted to circulate since nursing school, but listened to those peeps that say, "no skills, not real nursing...blah blah blah." Here I am in my "dream job" and it's not feeling very dreamy. I love circulating, I love holding patients' hands while they drift off into anesthesia land. I do NOT love the environment. I do not like that my day revolves around how 4 other people's days are going. In my short time (still in orientation) I've been screamed at, thrown under the bus, and witness to a cry-baby meltdown that rivaled the stomping feet of my toddler. Sure there are days where that doesn't happen, but it seems quite rare. This stuff doesn't scare me or make me want to cry, I just don't want to deal with it. In my past positions, tantrums were rare. I'm only a few months in, so I definitely haven't given it a good try. But I really don't like the idea of being stuck in a room with a bunch of different egos and personalities. Not sure what to do.