the wait is just pure torture!

[Vegasgrl78]

so i took my nclex-rn test on september 9th, 9 days ago, and i have been anxiously waiting for the results! this is my 2nd time and i got (265 questions!) this time. last time i got 103 and nearly passing or passing on most. it seems like 265, can go either way from what i've read. but i am sooooo worried :sniff:and just feel like every day that passes just tortures me! i've been looking on the cbrn everyday, and nope no name:(, i seriously feel sick every time i think about it, other times just feel like crying:crying2:, i just can't imagine going through this a 3rd time! took me a long time to even build up my confidence and courage for this 2nd time, i just don't want to get my hopes up.....again. i am trying to stay positive as much as i can, and this website definitely helps and gives me hope....especially thinking about the fact i got 265 questions:banghead:, to me 265 is like 50/50- i just don't want to be on the failing side:crying2: i really studied alot harder this time and felt confident going into it, i think when i got to over 150 questions, i was like "when is this thing going to stop! i tried to not let it bother me, and just tried to focus as much as i could, but got to 265 and just didn't know how to feel about it. i remember i got like 4 math, not too much content...or at least don't think i did, think i got around like 25 sata's- which freaked me out, getting that many. and i remember a good amount of prioritization. anyone get something close to this and pass! please someone tell me that you were in a similar situation, i need some hope. and i hear california results take soooo long, i was so dissapointed to find out their was no quick results, seriously i don't know how people go 4 or 5 weeks without going crazy! has anyone taken the nclex-rn in california around september 9th, and how long did it take to get your results? i need some support i just feel like no one really understands the huge importance of this test result, besides the people on this site! they don't understand the torture i am going through, right now.....and it sucks! i'm hoping, wishing, thinking, & praying------that i get that letter......."you passed!" :heartbeat