Will I truly be marketable after a year of experience? I'm a second career RN finding that 12 hour shifts and working nights just aren't for me. I'll hit one year this fall, and I just need some words of encouragement to make it to that one year mark. My peers seem to be doing fine, but nights have me spiraling into anxiety/depression like I've never felt. I spend my nights off googling new jobs despite knowing that I'm not eligible to apply yet. I know I'm not the only one in this boat, but that knowledge isn't making it any easier.