Feeling so discouraged right now. I've worked my butt off for a little over a year to keep my GPA at a good level. I've jumped through all the hoops the school has required. It comes down to standardized testing to determine whether or not I can continue in the program. I have 1 more try to pass the ATI Pharm exam and if I fail, I'm done in the program.
I've passed every class, every clinical and none of that matters. I wouldn't even mind if we had been taught the material we are being tested on, but we weren't. I've studied the entire book over and over and practically written the whole thing out taking notes(almost a 600 page book), I've watched all the videos over and over and taken all the practice tests time after time(the practice tests are ABSOLUTELY NOTHING like the proctored test). I think it's impossible to memorize every drug and every side effect, interaction, contraindication/precaution!!!! Furthermore, it's unnecessary. No nurse knows every med and all the info about it off the top of their head!
I think it's truly a shame that all my life I've wanted to be a nurse and within a year this school has taken that completely out of me. There's no need for them to make this education experience so 'nail biting" "on the edge".
Educational institutions should provide an atmosphere that induces learning, not one that makes students absolutely abhor going to school every day.
I'm tired of having to say "if I graduate from nursing school" not "when I graduate from nursing school!