I'm only writing because I have gone over this time and time again. I'm an LPN and feel like I need to throw the towel in only because one of the supervisor has it in for me and how much can a person take? How much? I have gone over this persons head and still this happens again and again. I am tired. I am a good nurse yet continue get the raw end and feel like maybe I need to throw in the towel and just give up. When is it okay for a supervisor to just nit pick and at the end of it all have a nurse want to throw in the towel, give up. I have no energy left to deal with this. My supervisor is actually breaking my spirit of being a nurse. Is it okay for this to happen? I say no but after awhile, it happens and I feel so abused. I am harrassed for sure yet no one will help me. I need my job, like my job but hate her. I try so hard yet nothing works. I can't please her or do anything right. Maybe I should just fall off the earth, I am so tired of trying to be a great nurse. My spirit is broken, my yearning to be there is broken, my being a good nurse is starting to break, I feel alone broken and lost. I am trying so darn hard to do what is right, yet it never is enough. My heart is lost, broken spirit and don't know how much I can take if any. I cry alot at work, I just want to do my job and have her off my ass and this is not easy, I work hard, I do my job, yet she likes to just nit pick. I would go elsewhere but I just started this job recently and need to stay put. My heart is hurt, I feel spent in all areas including being a nurse. I often think I would be better off never to be a nurse but its not me, its her, yet I cannot get around this. I need help, I just don't know what to do. I want to smile again, I want to feel good again.
