I remember my first time...was perfect!
If you think your first time tubing a patient was fraught with anxiety, wait until you intubate your first patient by yourself! That is a wonderful experience!
One of my greatest instructors (and former AANA president) told my class the story of his first intubation. He was so happy to get the tube in the right place, that he couldn't think of what to do next except cheer. His preceptor said "Well, good job, but what the hell are you going to do to ventilate him, put your lips on the ETT and blow??!!"
Congratulations on a successful start to your clinical practice!