Hi! I need a little encouragement. I am 3 years into nursing and I am starting all over. Back to the beginning with med-surg. I have job hopped quite a bit and done wound care primarily. I feel like I suck at nursing. I am not sure if it's for me. Now that I am starting over with med-surg I am very nervous and I have forgotten a lot of stuff. My orientation is only a month long and I feel like I have a lot to relearn and to remember. I have trouble with IV pumps and I worry that when I am on my own I will suck so bad that I may get fired. They are willing to work with me and give me more time in orientation if I need it. I am at 4 patients and I can tell I annoy my preceptor, but she helps me. Like I suck at time management and I have slightly improved at giving report. I am just nervous to be on my own bc I have forgotten a lot and I never really stayed long enough on a job to actually get my time management together. I am also embarrassed I guess because time has passed me by and I am 3 years into a profession and can't get the basics. My journey with nursing has not been easy I have taken some awful jobs and quit. I have finally found a really good hospital to work in and now I feel embarrassed and like maybe nursing is just maybe not for me. I have a child now so I have no choice, but to stick this job out. Any advice would be great.