So, I got in to a program, but I wonder if this is the right time?
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Hi everybody. I recently got into my local community college, and I'm feeling everything you can think of. Excited, nervous, shocked to get in. We start classes soon. Although I am excited, I have my reservations:
So, I've basically exhausted federal aid at my current school. If I were to go on to another, I'd receive federal aid once again. I still will be receiving state aid for a full year, and that will help me cover the tuition, which I'm truly thankful for. However, after that, I'm on my own in terms of tuition payments for the second year. I have a few things that I'm worried about, and I'm just wondering if I'm overthinking or if my concerns are valid:
1) I'm worried about my hireability as a new grad ADN. I live in NY, the hudson river valley area. I'm willing to relocate, and I've also been trying to find out whether or not my local hospitals hire new grad ADNs, but its like pulling teeth :/ I'll keep trying tho.
2) Ideally, I'd love to be able to save up for driving lessons (as I dont have anyone to teach me) and a car. I'd also love to be able to move out when I graduate at 23 and start my own life, which requires me saving up for rent/security deposit/etc
3) I have a few old medical bills that I must tend to before they get sent to collections...I'm working on that currently!
4) I'll have no help financially, which is something that a lot of people must go through. My mother is willing to help, but isn't in a position to do so and I do not want to put any unnecessary stress on her. Now, I'd simply work like a madwoman during the summers and winters and save up alllll of my money if it wasn't for one thing:
5) I have a (mild, imo) health condition. Mild enough for me to go to school full time and work part time hours, but I dont think I'd be able to handle working full time and going to school full time at the same time unfortunately. In general, I have to be sure to not overwork myself and rest whenever I get the chance. I'm not too comfortable naming what it is, but I deal with pain (although I luckily dont need medicine to push through the pain--fingers crossed!) and low energy (again, I can still function luckily. Was able to keep up in my prereqs, I probably require more sleep than the average person tho haha. Things definitely get difficult when I flare up.)
Again, if I didn't have my health condition I think I'd just work my butt off and forego sleep for these next two years, but unfortunately, I cannot as I do not know how my body will react to it.
So, I feel like I essentially have two options:
1) Just go for it and stick it out! I'm probably waiting for the stars to align, which will never happen. Just start, and hope to make enough money to cover second years tuition (I'm also looking into scholarships, I've applied for a bunch over the course of this summer), and things to move out such as a car, rent money, and any other expenses. A good thing about this is that I'd be graduating debt free :)
2) Wait a year, and save up some money. In the mean time, volunteer as to not be idle, and apply to BSN programs for Fall 2019. This is risky, as there is no guarantee that I will get in a second time. I feel lucky to have gotten in at my school, it's super competitive. If I do get in, having a BSN will allow me to not have to worry about my hireability as a new grad. Also, I'd love to be able to go away to school, see new things and live around people my age. It sounds like tons of fun. At my current school, people tend to go home straight after class, and campus is pretty dead after 4 oclock or so. Of course, I'd look into the more affordable state schools first. What is a price range that I should stay in?
Now, I'm not worried about the first option being hard, as difficulty can build character. I'm worried about it being realistic for me. I really wish I had a crystal ball to gaze into the future or something lol
So what do you guys think? Am I missing something? Over thinking?
Lastly, thank you to all who read and take the time to give advice. It is all greatly appreciated. :)