***(NOTE: Please try to be kind to me... I came here to seek serious help for a serious consideration. Please just try to understand where I'm coming from before judging me.)***
Hi everyone. I am very glad to be a part of this community, and expect to do my best to contribute to it to the best of my ability.
I'm starting to consider a career in nursing. Before I get into the details, let me just give you a basic rundown of my situation.
I can say with 1% honesty and no regrets that nothing in the world makes me happier than to make people feel better, or to make people happy.
I just turned 19 years old. I graduated in high school in the top half of my class (class of 2010) with a CORE 40 diploma (which is Indiana's version of "a step above a general high school diploma"; there is also a "CORE 40 with Academic Honors" diploma, so a CORE 40 is not the highest) and a GPA of 3.45. Right after high school, I applied to (and was accepted to) both IUPUI Indianapolis and IU Bloomington. Shortly thereafter, what I thought was an opportunity came up. There was a surgical technology program offered at a hospital not far from me. Given my interests (which I will cover right after this), I decided to forego admission to IU or IUPUI to stick out and see if I would be accepted to the surgical technology program. The program was competitive to get into (only 15 positions in the program out of 147 applicants, [a 10% chance]), and unfortunately, I was not accepted (most likely due to my lack of extensive healthcare experience). Of course, this meant that I was left without a plan of action to pursue.
Anyway, I am now considering taking Ivy Tech's Associate of Science in Nursing program. This decision came due to multiple factors, including time, patience, practice, and other considerations.
The problem I am having, is that I always wanted to be a trauma surgeon. Every aspect of trauma interests me, and surgery has also always fascinated me. I am worried that if I become a nurse, I will be bored by the lack of actual clinical care I will be able to provide to patients. I would like to be able to intubate, put in central lines, and perform other emergency procedures, and I'm afraid I'll be 28 and realizing that I wasted all my time pursuing something that I don't really like.
So, my question is, with everything I've given you, should I continue with nursing?