I passed my boards but am not getting hired. I had one good interview but they backed out after checking references. I don't know what's wrong, I feel like I have a black X next to my name. During one clinical I had a breakdown and cried. Everything was going wrong and my instructor was no help. After that things were weird, never seemed right, I always felt like they were talking about me. Now I am applying at the same place and not getting interviews, while people less qualified are getting hired. I know it's not in my head. This is hurting me, I am scared. I have kids, mortgage, the whole bit. All I ever wanted was to take care of my family. Is there anything I can do?