I need to tell you all a story because i have read some other threads of some nurses dealing with a decision i once had to make. I have worked in long term care for almost 15 years. I started out as a CNA in long term careand went back to nursing school and received my associate degree in nursing. I have worked in the er and telemetry/med-surg but decided to return to long term care because I feel good skilled nurses are desperately needed plus it is what i have always loved. I have been a nurse for 5 years. I worked as a RN supervisor but was approached to consider the job as DON. At first I thought maybe i needed to work and get more experience first, but it was my dream to become a DON at some point and time so I accepted the opportunity because I wanted to make a difference. Well it did not turn out how i planned. I know now I was not prepared for this challenge just yet. I still don't know where I went wrong, but nothing went right. I felt as though even though I was the DON none of the decisions were made by me but corporate. And when the #### hit the fan the responsibility fell on me. It got to the point where i could not depend on the staff that was hired to do a job could not be depended on to do their job which put more responsibility on myself because i wanted it done right and so did my boss. After leaving the position I was devastated because I have never failed at anything like this before. I take so much pride in my work and wanted so bad to succeed. Where did I go wrong!!??? Is my dream of being a DON over???