You are in a hard situation. I hear what you are saying, finding out after the fact that other roads could have been taken but are now closed, is bitter. Sadly, in cases like this (I suspect), the...
Hi. If I was in your situation, I would look through the Board's disciplinary minutes for thoughts. They are, in a number of states, posted or accessible on-line. It may give you some ideas. I would...
I think there is a lot of good advice here already; I just wanted to say that you are definitely not alone. And despite how you might feel now, your feelings about many things may change as you go...