Last semester in ADN..woohoo.. everyone feels like partying.. while i am pulling (losing) my hair.. literally!! apologise for the harsh title but i want to take this out.. HELP ME YOU GUYS To know if this is acceptable?
I am precepting under an "in-charge" nurse who never takes patients herself. Instead she assigns me with different nurses on the floor.. i am left wondering- "is this what precepting is about? really? you work for other nurses??"
Then on my 2nd day working with nurse#2, I noted down the wrong BP (from CNA's notes) "before" administering BP med [i corrected it before administering the drug] I was still reported. I am absolutely cool about that..my mistake.. i admit... BUT MY Nurse#2 could not keep her big mouth shut till the end of shift to drop this bomb on me (that i was being "reported" by another staff nurse).. AND I Tormented myself (AKA STRESSED MYSELF MAD) thinking about my fate in last semester. I was scared they are going to FAIL me. I was crying in the nurses' locker room at 10am (I work till 6pm). And yet, nurse#2 wanted me to be "OK" and take care of her 4 patients perfectly. HOW DO YOU DO THAT? IT'S LIKE YOU ARE SCHEDULED TO STAND IN A FIRING LINE AT 6pm AND you expect me to be "normal" at 10am. I could not do that. only i know, How i spent those 8hrs taking care of my patients. i was trembling in fear..on day#2...
Another incident (this is ALL on Day #2): Nurse#2 has seen me hang IV bags and piggys and she is confident I know my IV stuff..BUT I am NOT that confident..HELLLLLLOOO?? Can you plz accompany me to your patient's room while i am pushing Dilaudid down his veins to "WATCH" me do it.... i thought i wasn't "Licensed" to do that ALL BY MYSELF yet?? [Plz note I am precepting on this floor and i am not ranting about my preceptor because she has tagged me to be with nurse#2 for the day.. my preceptor will never be part of this story..like she is NOT part of my clinical experience so far].
Yet another incident: Pt is a chronic IV drug abuser.. i know he is LYING when he says he is having 5/5 pain on his fresh fractured hip surgery site.. I know previous nurses have documented his pain to be 2/5 {to state it is "well controlled and tolerable"}... BUT Here's the DEAL... I ASKED HIM- AND HE SAID 5/5...Yeah he looks all comfy but he is demanding his pain meds... i know he might be FAKING it...BUT I HAVE TO DOCUMENT THE TRUTH... IF HE SAYS 5...I AM WRITING 5...while my nurse#2 ran out of PRN drugs and wanted me to put 1-2/5 in every column...
so my question to all the students who have gone through their precetorship and all the nurses- "IS THIS ACCEPTABLE?? IS THIS WHAT PRECEPTING IS LIKE??" Should I talk to my school teachers about it?.. hey i was kinda mad the 1st day itself when i found out- I won't have an exclusive preceptor to myself... i have floor nurses who will tell you a thing or two about dressing change "when they are not THAT busy".. i am feeling deprived of this experience and i am starting to turn bitter towards nursing on the whole [in my LAST SEMESTER] Its like i've been looking through rosy glasses and now after 3 years, this is NOT what i signed up for... coz I would HATE to work with such nurses.. SORRY If I wrote a lot BUT I feel very hurt. I know i love myself and i cannot go cry in locker rooms everyday to ease my pain and then pretend to be "OK" on the floor and report off PREFECTLY on 4 patients... I am still a STUDENT Without my License... What do i do??
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Last semester in ADN..woohoo.. everyone feels like partying.. while i am pulling (losing) my hair.. literally!! apologise for the harsh title but i want to take this out.. HELP ME YOU GUYS To know if this is acceptable?
I am precepting under an "in-charge" nurse who never takes patients herself. Instead she assigns me with different nurses on the floor.. i am left wondering- "is this what precepting is about? really? you work for other nurses??"
Then on my 2nd day working with nurse#2, I noted down the wrong BP (from CNA's notes) "before" administering BP med [i corrected it before administering the drug] I was still reported. I am absolutely cool about that..my mistake.. i admit... BUT MY Nurse#2 could not keep her big mouth shut till the end of shift to drop this bomb on me (that i was being "reported" by another staff nurse).. AND I Tormented myself (AKA STRESSED MYSELF MAD) thinking about my fate in last semester. I was scared they are going to FAIL me. I was crying in the nurses' locker room at 10am (I work till 6pm). And yet, nurse#2 wanted me to be "OK" and take care of her 4 patients perfectly. HOW DO YOU DO THAT? IT'S LIKE YOU ARE SCHEDULED TO STAND IN A FIRING LINE AT 6pm AND you expect me to be "normal" at 10am. I could not do that. only i know, How i spent those 8hrs taking care of my patients. i was trembling in fear..on day#2...
Another incident (this is ALL on Day #2): Nurse#2 has seen me hang IV bags and piggys and she is confident I know my IV stuff..BUT I am NOT that confident..HELLLLLLOOO?? Can you plz accompany me to your patient's room while i am pushing Dilaudid down his veins to "WATCH" me do it.... i thought i wasn't "Licensed" to do that ALL BY MYSELF yet?? [Plz note I am precepting on this floor and i am not ranting about my preceptor because she has tagged me to be with nurse#2 for the day.. my preceptor will never be part of this story..like she is NOT part of my clinical experience so far].
Yet another incident: Pt is a chronic IV drug abuser..
i know he is LYING when he says he is having 5/5 pain on his fresh fractured hip surgery site.. I know previous nurses have documented his pain to be 2/5 {to state it is "well controlled and tolerable"}... BUT Here's the DEAL... I ASKED HIM- AND HE SAID 5/5...Yeah he looks all comfy but he is demanding his pain meds... i know he might be FAKING it...BUT I HAVE TO DOCUMENT THE TRUTH... IF HE SAYS 5...I AM WRITING 5...while my nurse#2 ran out of PRN drugs and wanted me to put 1-2/5 in every column...