Hi! I'm on my second semester of nursing school which is divided into 2 eight week sessions. This session I'm taking mental health and next session I have med-surg. Just had my first clinical at a mental health hospital this week and it was both interesting and disturbing, but I like it. All things mental health are fascinating to me, I think it's very interesting how the brain works and how we are affected by our environment. Problem is... I can relate to the anxiety.
I'm off on Mondays, clinical all day Tuesdays, lecture (all day same topic) Wednesdays, I'm off every Thursday, and we have an exam every Friday. As you might imagine, everything covered on Wednesdays is game for the Friday exam, so that doesn't leave much time to study. When you consider that after 8 hours of lecture one is already burnt-out well... that leaves just one day... today... to study. Of course, it's not just one chapter, it's aprox 5-6 chapters and all corresponding meds and therapeautic communication, psychotherapies that apply, etc...
My problem is... I drop off the kids at school in the morning and come home, start the coffee pot and say to myself I will start to study by 8 am. I then end up having pain everywhere and diarrhea... shoulders, back, stomach, head... everything hurts. I can't seem to pull myself together. I start looking for lectures on youtube, practicing nclex questions on the subject, or just simply "getting organized" to study . Well... it's already 10 am and I haven't done anything. Don't get me wrong, I have my notes all nice and neat, and started re-reading and reviewing last night. But I feel I have wasted so much time already. Then I start feeling anxious and guilty about not having started earlier. I can't seem to get comfortable anywhere.
I need help! Is it just me, is something wrong with me or is this normal? Does anyone have any advice? I was never like this at work (totally different field) and my grades are up there, the old "I was a 4.0 student until I started nursing school", still I usually get As and Bs but I end up having to stay up all night to study and make up for lost time, then I nap an hour or two, and then get up to go to school and it's driving me nuts, I will go insane before I finish nursing school.
Please share your comments and advice with me, it will really help this anxious newby nursing student. Oh... and I can't do study groups, because... I don't know... I just can't. I feel that nothing gets accomplished. I don't know, maybe I've been with the wrong crowd. Half my classmates last semester didn't make it to second semester :-(