PMHNP student looking for mentors (not preceptors)

[kirtland]

Hi all.  I'm hoping there are some PMHNPs in here.  I'm a new PMHNP student (2nd semester, 4th course).  I'm really questioning myself.  Things like:

"Will I like the advanced practice role?" 

"How will I handle the immense responsibility and liability?"

"What is I don't like the work, what can I do with the degree instead?"

"Is it normal to question oneself at this stage?" 

"How will I ever get through the 3Ps?"

Covid hasn't been easy, either.  No academic breaks between courses, just one right after another.  You may also wonder "Why didn't you think through this before applying?"  Well, I did....I decided to still go for it.  I'm not sure if my hesitations are normal or are a sign this isn't a fit for me.

I would absolutely love having a mentor(s).  If anyone is willing to DM with me, please respond here.  Thank you so much.