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A little backstory:
I recently began orientation to our local hospitals med/surg floor. It's my first position since graduation and passing boards two months ago. I love nursing, I love providing care for and being my patients advocate.
I want to provide care for my patients, to be instrumental at a point in a persons life when they need it the most. I understand it's not all sunshine and rainbows, I truely do, but I know if I can start every day with a purpose of being a good and true nurse to my patients that I'd be doing as I had always wanted to do.
Currently:
I am orienting to the floor that I was on during my clinicals in school. I am somewhat familiar with the floor and some of the staff. However, it seems like a completely different world than what I witnessed during our clinicals.
So far I've had three days on the floor with a preceptor, and every time it's a different preceptor. I am having a hard time with how all of the three are practicing as nurses. I try extremely hard not to be judgmental, after all I am a new nurse, but not new to nursing.
I've observed pulse being counted by just looking at a patient, respirations being entered in a chart at the nurses station after not being counted, lung sounds being charted for without checking (she didn't even have her stethescope with her). These are just the top of my list... bare with me.
We received in report that a patient had 4 staples posterior occipital, thats what my preceptor also charted. However when I went in for vitals, I wanted to observe them and noticed there were 5 not 4 staples. This leads me to question if they were ever even looked at, at all.
All three of the nurses walked into patients rooms unannounced, didn't address patients before getting vitals and as one did, throw the sheets off of a patients lower extremities to assess edema without even looking at the patient.
I found two pills in two separate patients beds, gave them to the nurse and she shrugged and threw them into the sharps container.
Pneumothorax patient with a chest tube had nothing at the bedside incase the tube came out, not so much as even a 4x4. Oh, and lungs were not assessed after removal of said tube.
Hearing in the med room, "we're not supposed to do this... but I'm going to anyway" when mixing medications, and charting meds are given before they are. I happened to question a paticular medication that was being pulled from the pyxis, she was pulling the incorrect dosage... I just asked if I read the MAR correctly and she said to shhh I was confusing her, she finally realized it was wrong when she looked up at the screen and said, "oh, I've never noticed that before, hmmm."
Not counting pulse before administering dig.
Stating to a patient, "I'm gonna put you in a vest if you keep trying to get up!"
Sitting at the nurses station talking, gossiping about each other and their patients... how so and so's a pain, telling personal information.. etc.
This is just a short list, sadly I could go on.
What do I do? I'm supposed to learn the ropes, but I don't want to be this kind of nurse. These nurses (3) have been at the facility for 6-12 years. I'm at a loss and all I get is, "welcome to the reality of nursing". Please tell me this is not it.
How do I stay professional and practice safely in this type of situation? How do I not become jaded?
Am I being too judgmental? Am I looking at this wrong? Please help me. I want to be a good nurse.
How do I continue? I refuse to put my licence in jeopardy, I refuse to not provide the level of care I know I'm capable of. But how do I learn in this type of situation?