Hey all, my head is too bummed for words right now, yet I will attempt to describe my situation on here anyway -
I just started a wonderful job this week as a CNA in a subacute unit. It is my first job as a CNA. I am 50 yrs old and fairly skinny, esp my pipe-cleaner arms. My heart's goal was to become an RN -- I have been studying on my own the past year (A&P, microbiology, chemistry, etc.) and I just am obsessed -- I cannot stop reading, I cannot stop listening to courses off of iTunesU on these subjects. I have volunteered at a hospital locally for 16 mos working w/the CNAs & RNs, so I am decently aware of what the jobs require. My fault for knowing how weak my scrawny upper body is and not maybe leaving my obsession with the learning to be nothing more than a hobby, I wanted to think I could still be a nurse -- what I've learned front & center this week is I can barely turn a 100 lb. pt on their side to change their incontinence pads, let alone re-position them. Every time I had to do it this week I had to get another CNA to help.
What options do I have? I spent the past 27 yrs working in IT -- I never had a heart for it, I always wanted to be in medical, but I was scared I couldn't do it b/c of this, I guess I was being quite bull-headed / unrealistically optimistic it would work after all.
ANY advice would be soooooooooooooooooooo greatly appreciated. Should I call the Staff Admin and see if they would keep me on despite this awful disadvantage? Outside of that flaw, I am an EXTREMELY high energy person and think I could do the rest of the CNA tasks real well. But it seems to me that I am hosed.........
"depressed in Denver"