I am going into my senior year of nursing school. I've always enjoyed it, have worked hard, and have not struggled at all in my courses. I've enjoyed clinical, too.
I worked at a hospital last summer as a patient care tech and it was not my ideal place to be. I don't enjoy Rehab nursing. This summer I applied for several nursing internships and despite having a 4.0 and past work experience in great hospitals, I only received an internship offer from this same hospital.
I accepted reluctantly because if I didn't I wouldn't have a job. I am a couple weeks into this internship and am miserable. The staff is unfriendly, the hours are terrible, and I'm not finding the work to be rewarding. It's a great hospital but not for me. The burnout I am experiencing is severe and even turning into depression. I dread shifts days in advance and am not finding joy in things outside of work either. It is to the point that I don't even want to do nursing anymore. Maybe I need a break. I don't really know. Something needs to change and I'm not sure what to do. Any advice?
Nursestef2
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Hi all,
I am going into my senior year of nursing school. I've always enjoyed it, have worked hard, and have not struggled at all in my courses. I've enjoyed clinical, too.
I worked at a hospital last summer as a patient care tech and it was not my ideal place to be. I don't enjoy Rehab nursing. This summer I applied for several nursing internships and despite having a 4.0 and past work experience in great hospitals, I only received an internship offer from this same hospital.
I accepted reluctantly because if I didn't I wouldn't have a job. I am a couple weeks into this internship and am miserable. The staff is unfriendly, the hours are terrible, and I'm not finding the work to be rewarding. It's a great hospital but not for me. The burnout I am experiencing is severe and even turning into depression. I dread shifts days in advance and am not finding joy in things outside of work either. It is to the point that I don't even want to do nursing anymore. Maybe I need a break. I don't really know. Something needs to change and I'm not sure what to do. Any advice?