Please help! I'm on week 3 (the end of week 3) of my orientation, and its been about a total of 5 days or so in the actual unit (the rest of the time has been classroom or other stuff).
Anyway I had very little exposure to NICU in school, even though my internship was a NICU one, it was hard to get a lot of hands on b/c I was a weekend student and had a new preceptor every week, they didn't like to hand over a lot of care but I did as much as I could - however it was a much lower level nicu then what I'm working in now. Also that was 6 months ago...so I'm kind of "new" and in a new hospital. Anyway enough of that...
My preceptor has been great, she is very nice and understanding and really helps to clue me in and help me remember stuff. I can always approach her with a question, I won't have her anymore after tomorrow though b/c then I get a new one. Anyway, today I had two "stable" non vented babies and I somehow just got off track, almost forgot a med and just was behind for a large part of the day, mostly towards the end, thankfully she did a lot of the end of shift stuff for me so I would not be late. I don't want to have that happen again. I need to figure out how to be faster but not miss anything. I'm slow when it comes to assessment b/c I want to be sure I don't miss stuff - I start 30 mins early get their feeds warming, then go in to assess them - sometimes it takes less time, sometimes the whole 30 and sometimes longer, depending on how many interruptions I have or if I have meds to give at the same time, or if the baby is really fussy, and flailing around. I know I need to get this down to a smoother and faster method without feeling so bad.
Any tips? Right now I feel so bad. I cried on my way home from work. I know it could be a lot worse. I know this is what I wanted and still want to do, but I have to be hard on myself b/c nobody else is going to say its ok, you can be slow LOL, so I need to make sure I"m not slow but at the same time be accurate and thorough.
Please please please please share any tips or advice. I really don't want to cry at the end of shift b/c I feel like a loser, and I know I can do it, I just have to figure a way out to smooth things.