Hi. I just got my license last month and I was so eager to start working. Fortunately, many responded to my application. And I got hired in a rehabilitation center despite the fact that I have no previous experience. I had 7 days training, basically shadowing the nurse on duty they assigned me to. Each day different buddy. I'm on my own now and I really don't feel confident. I always get so nervous everytime I go to work. The nurse:patient ratio is 1:16 in acute dept and 1:35 in long term. Everyday I'm assigned to different dept so it makes me more anxious. I don't know if it's just me but I often find myself questioning my capability in doing my job right. I'm also afraid coz I feel like I can't provide a quality care to pts due to the fact that I'm always caught up with preparing medications. Each pt have like 5-9 meds that I need to prep manually, accu-check and insulin injection, some iv meds, and tube feedings. I'm managing my time poorly hence I'm not able to take breaks. No food, water and restroom break, not that they don't allow it. I feel frustrated and lost right now.