I start back on the 29th and admit I'm getting a little nervous. Well...a LOT nervous. LOL It's not like I've been out of school for a long time. It's only been a year or so since I finished my paralegal certification. And I'm a good student. Got a 4.0 for paralegal. Have my B.S. in Biology. Have some graduate classes under my belt. Heck, even taught biology and physical science. I'm re-taking classes that I aced years ago. So what is it? I don't feel my age (58) and I'm fairly bursting with energy. So it's not that.
I think it's because so much hinges on this. I feel like this is my last hurrah...my last chance...to be in medicine, which I have wanted to do since I was in 5th grade. I know I need to ace these classes again in order to get accepted to nursing school. There's no room for error. And if I don't make it, I won't wait another year and apply again. Those singers on American Idol who are at the top of the age bracket and can't come back again next year?? I'm them. If it doesn't happen now, it doesn't happen. I will spend the rest of my 15 or so years of employment doing the same thing I've done for the last 25+ years. That's not terrible. But it is monumentally depressing. LOL
So I'm just venting, trying to get a handle on my nerves and buck myself up. Uh...I don't think I did it. :) Yet. Arrrghhh.
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I start back on the 29th and admit I'm getting a little nervous. Well...a LOT nervous. LOL It's not like I've been out of school for a long time. It's only been a year or so since I finished my paralegal certification. And I'm a good student. Got a 4.0 for paralegal. Have my B.S. in Biology. Have some graduate classes under my belt. Heck, even taught biology and physical science. I'm re-taking classes that I aced years ago. So what is it? I don't feel my age (58) and I'm fairly bursting with energy. So it's not that.
I think it's because so much hinges on this. I feel like this is my last hurrah...my last chance...to be in medicine, which I have wanted to do since I was in 5th grade. I know I need to ace these classes again in order to get accepted to nursing school. There's no room for error. And if I don't make it, I won't wait another year and apply again. Those singers on American Idol who are at the top of the age bracket and can't come back again next year?? I'm them. If it doesn't happen now, it doesn't happen. I will spend the rest of my 15 or so years of employment doing the same thing I've done for the last 25+ years. That's not terrible. But it is monumentally depressing. LOL
So I'm just venting, trying to get a handle on my nerves and buck myself up. Uh...I don't think I did it. :) Yet. Arrrghhh.