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Well turns out passing the NCLEX is just the start of a long journey. I have now moved to Tampa, Florida and got hired for a nurse residency program at Tampa General Hospital. I'm 2 months into my orientation and I dread going to work every day. I started with 2 patients and now they're giving me 3. In 4 weeks i'll be on mentorship and then I'll be on my own. I dread going to work because I don't know what to do. My coworkers are very rude(not to mention most of them are white and seem to hate Asians like me). My preceptor always dings me on my charting and if i ask her something, she looks at me like "how do you not know this?!?!". Seriously guys i am so depressed. Working as a CNA was way less stressful. I hate living in florida. I don't like where i work. I'm really thinking of just quitting and go back to california and work as a cna while i take the entire RN program again just so i could get licensed in California. Seriously, Florida is such a racist state and i'm just not happy with the people i work with. I just really want to get out of here. I'm not even sure anymore if passing the NCLEX was a blessing or a curse. Right now i feel like it's the biggest curse of my life. Help me...
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Wow Congratulations! We're pretty much the same story but i haven't taken NCLEX RN exam yet(Cos i wanna do it on the 1st try)
. I graduated in 2013 same country as you tho. Im thinking to apply under the state of Hawaii (Less Requirements) Lol. I bought Kaplan content review book and Saunders, Ha actually idk what to do it feels like im lost. Ya know im thinking about the nursing refresher program. Since i forget about all the skills etc. Please give me some advice XD