Nclex Rn-help? Out of school 5 years

[nicolewood]

Hello, Im new to all nurses however i've read a lot of discussions in the past! Im torn as to what to do with my career right now! I graduated nursing school with my ADN in 2009 and failed the nclex twice and have yet to try again. I don't know where to start or what to do or if i should purchase a very expensive online remediation course. I've have pretty much every book made for nclex review but i can't seem to get a study system going every time i start i eventually stop. In school i had a syllabus and was held responsible and now i somehow can't hold my self responsible or actually put time aside without getting distracted. I hope you guys can help give me some feedback as to where i should start or if anyone has experience with remediation courses and if that the way to go. I am located In Rhode Island. Please Help

Thanks

Nicole