the nclex forum cycle

I'm going through the horrid cycle. Prior to the test I took Kaplan did really well on the qbank and question trainers. Passed Kaplan's readiness test, However, once I began the test all the stuff I learned was irrelevant. I was so confused and nervous and overwhelmed. I began crying while taking the test.....I kept wanting the test to stop and when it finally stopped at 200 I wanted to continue because I knew I was still inthe game as long as it kept going. I haven't slept, I can't keep food down, my head is aching and I have been checking the website since yesterday knowing I won't see my results at the earliest on Saturday.......This is a nightmare and If I passed the nightmare would have been worth it but If I failed trying to get my mind around taking that horrid test again is mind blowing for me.......Keep me in your prayers.......