I started my first RN job here in St. Louis through a SSN hospital in August. I work on a critical care floor and am having a very hard time with it. I often dread going in to work, and have even used the 'hate' work when people ask how I like it. I am really thinking I made a mistake in my choice and after my first year is over am seriously considering trying to find a job working in a physician office. How am I going to make it throught he next 6.5 months?!?! without going crazy...which I am been very close to already. HELP!!!!